Album: The Great Escape

Change My Stars

I get the strangest ideas/ get drunk/ leave angels in tears turning flames into painful affairs/ so now I’m lying here draining beers/ I can’t explain it’s weird got me thinking damn maybe I’m scared/ coz I’d like someone to listen to but I hate having to tell them I’m sorry for not missing you/feeling cold and this is difficult/ guess love differs your periphial view sort of like sniffing glue/ it was cool I know you hoped for us/ didn’t mind that I smoked so much /I saw the signs/ you opened up, gave me time/ and everything was fine till I fucked up and broke your trust/ but even so you never showed disgust/ it’s like I find a surprise and all I wanted was to drown in her eyes/ and lay surrounded by the sound of the skies/ but I guss I never tried so for all of those lies/ I apologise

“My intent was not to fail you all / See I’m just trying to change my stars / Got me locked at these crossroads thinking which way should I go/ which way should I go / anticipating what the next day’s bringing / Try to prepare with your heartbeat racing / It’s kind of like when I’m writing my flows /thinking which way should I go /which way should I go”

Guess I’ve proven to be a handful /coz it’s like every other day another scandal/ had a career but now they saying that it’s cancelled /ain’t that a whole lot of shit to be playing for some uncleared samples? /quite more than I can stand for/ but then again I kind of like your damn show coz my shit went gold/ another shipment sold and all the other kids enrolled/ coz what they do now I did before/and some of them did know/ those who didn’t/ now they heard it from you /so you’re the fool bringing my words into school /you’re just a tool i can use gaining success/ now everyday is another I don’t give a fuck-fest/ I just like the truth /there really ain’t that much left / and I don’t see how me talking about my life can make you upset/ that’s too much stress you need to relax/ and look around maybe jesus is back/ go find him

Sometimes I wish that no one on this earth could stand me /if I deserved to be loved I wouldn’t hurt my family/ fill my body with drugs while giving birth to panic /it’s like I’m just another worthless addict /shit/ I ain’t even working at it /though I know, nobody’s perfect /I feel I’ve lost my right to ask for a purpose/ it seems I just make it worse and search beneath the surface/ and try to find some light up in this circus /but I’m nervous all I see is the mistakes I made/ cut me open like a razor blade/ and in these motherfucking crazy days feel my faith uncovered/ pray the doctors will save my brother /think about the promises people make each other/ but life interferes/ got to do right by them that cared/ ive been a burden for them to bear /so I know I can’t end it here